Let me part

Let me part from you,

I can’t bond with you anymore

I’m not a mere object of yours,

artistic expression.

Andrea often compels me

to stay with him as

I’m the sole inspiration,

now I am no longer in your faultless painting.

Let me live in peace and honor

I ‘m in search of pure love,

that reflects in spiritual and celestial world,

thou love makes me pains and aches,

thou blame me, I am quarreled with you

for the last twelve years.

Now I am fed up with your love, I don’t

Want such a rubbish love.

I felt ashamed of me while

you are forcing me to sit beside the window

for sketching me in thou art,

Andrea, I’m not your serpentine and everybody’s

Moon, but I’m a mere woman who

have honor and respectful life.

Damn it, those who suppress woman.

Now my eyes are filled with tears,

it will shed now, the thirst for the

love of my cousin, who waited

for me till this midnight.

Now it’s time to part with Andrea,

It’s too much now, I gazed at the

starry skies, but they seems no shining

it fades away my hope.

I completely desolate in that night,

I alone in the balcony, my eyes still

wandering here and there, Andréa

calling me to stay with him.

No longer with Andrea, who still

stoling my heart, but it’s unworthy.

I completely refuse his love, I can’t

give my soul to Andrea.

That my soul already filled

in my cousin’s heart and blood.

And now I am waiting for cousin’s whistle,

Whose thoughts, affection and kisses are valuable.

Oh dear cousin… I’m coming now

Take me and hold me

I’ll be with you always

Let blossoms in heaven too.

                                                                                                                 SHAMNA M